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/ ►Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 9:49 PM
E3 'Sport Day' next week.. Should I go, or should I not? The only day I'm actually 'free' during the whole week is a Sunday. Even then, Sundays take up like, almost the whole day -.- Sigh. How inconvenient and troublesome.

I feel like blogging some cheem shit but there's no occasion! ): Ugh it's so boring! Fun fact: I HATE PHYSICS! And I'm starting to dislike Chemistry as well YUCK. I hate Redox. (Okay I'm sorry that wasn't exactly what you'd call 'fun' but yeah, I'm so freaking bored you'll have to do with this (:)

Yesterday's belated birthday celebration for Dot and my dad was pretty fun! :D We had Indian food which was ordered from some restaurant called 'Guyatri' along Race Course Road. Food is nice okay! :D Haha, surprisingly la (:

OMG Justin Bieber looks weird!!!!! But I kinda like his new song 'Baby' LOL :D He seriously doesn't look like the kind of guy to still have such a high voice omg -.- But yeah, his songs kinda get boring too quickly, which is bad but oh well. Some people do like him a lot, I guess?

I'M GOING TO ITALY :D
/ ►Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 4:01 PM
Hello :D

OMG my tuition ended at 10 25 last night :/ Tired much. I woke up at 7 today when choir was supposed to start at 8 LOL. Thank goodness Auntie Connie could fetch me (: Thank God for neighbours haha :D Did positioning today; I have to stand in the second row ): Note: I'm not saying that I'm so good that I get to stand in the front all the time, but ya, I've been standing in the front for a long while.

Today the Soprano soloists were giving some problem, but at least they were better when we did it a few more times (: Hahaha. Mr Reuben (Lai) taught us to find our placement (which is making ourselves sound like 5-year old kids laughing at each other at a playground)- which is to pretend to sneer at someone, so much so that they'll cry HAHA :D Hilarious mansxzxzx :D

We've lost our special ambience/feel for 'Sakura' ): And somehow our blending of chords doesn't sound nice anymore ): But OMG 'Zhu Li Guan' rocks ttm okay!!! :D It's so fun sounding 'hiaoooooo', especially at the 'kuang qei qei' part :D

Waited for like, almost an hour for my parents to come get me :/ Oh well.

Anyway. I need to blog about this. E3 is seriously troubling.. They've organized this afternoon programme where everyone can gather and play games or something like that. But the thing is, I'm busy everyday of the week until Sunday! And if they expect us to be able to go for the afternoon programme, it's virtually impossible! And they don't really care if we can make it or not ugh -.-

Oh never mind. Bye! Going to see Emmanuel later yay! :D
/ ►Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 10:44 PM
OMG OMG OMG!!! I seriously hate Thursdays, Thursday is my official 'I-hate-school' day. The periods in the first half of the day are okay, but after recess it gets real scary. 1 period of E Math, 2 periods of A Math, followed by 2 periods of Physics. And then after school it's like 1 and a half hours of E/A Math supplementary -.- Hardcore much?

Anywaysxzxzx. We stayed back to help out with some stuff and I finished at 5, maybe? Bused to Bedok and I ate Red Ruby while waiting for my dad to come pick me, then we went to get my mum from Anderson Sec (she taught there that day) and we hung around there, thinking we could pick Dot up after her OG dinner.. Turns out she went to Dhoby Ghaut and we were stuck in AMK!!!! Had dinner at 'Sticky Rice', which by the way serves up really great food.. But AMK Hub is seriously weird -.- And while walking there from the carpark I saw this really weird lesbian couple (the fact that they're lesbian means they're already weird la, but whatever): the girl-girl was taller than the guy-girl. Weird right!!!! HAHAHAHAH. I don't wanna go back there again, if I can help it :/

Fire drill today during Mrs Chee's lesson HAHAHAH hilarious man! :D The moment the fire alarm went off my whole class unleashed this uber loud cheer hahah I think we were the class who cheered the loudest along the whole row of classes, namely E- J LOL :D And we couldn't have our pizza 'treat' 'cuz we thought that the fire drill would take long, but in the end it didn't but it was too late ): Sad uh. Road run today was OMG, lameeeeeee -.- Tsk.

Choir starts at 8 tomorrow.. Super duper long! LOL. And what's worse, after practice, when everyone has gone home, I HAVE TO STAY IN SCHOOL TO COMPLETE MY ENGLISH LEVEL TEST THAT I MISSED ON WEDNESDAY. Ugh -.-

I'm tired and tired and tired. ):
/ ►Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 11:08 PM
Tired, tired, tired. This is all I've been feeling for however long I've been having school, which is, in effect, for about a month already (you could say only, too). How much worse is it gonna get? Seriously. I can't imagine how my seniors survived Sec4.. Unless I'm just not cut out for it; I'm not disciplined enough and blahblah.

Every day, the moment I get a call, my parents pounce on me. 'Tell your friend(s) not to call again uh, better put down soon' etc. Wth?! It's only my first call! Ugh. Anyway, you guys said I could only have calls between 8 and 10. Before 8 and after 10, I am strictly our of bounds to all my friends. What then, do you expect me to do, when my friends call me within the time 'limit' and I'm doing my work? Junwei called me just now at about 9 45; you said 'Better not talk for too long uh, you're supposed to be doing your work'. Sigh. What do you want from me?! Seriously. So now I can't talk to my friends AT ALL? Tell me, explain to me, 'cuz I ain't that stupid.

And to everyone: I AM NOT BITTER AND RANKLING OVER THE FACT THAT I DIDN'T GET THE SOLO. I know it, I realize my mistake, let's move on okay? TYVM.
/ ►Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 10:10 PM
Ugh. These few days have been nightmarish. I've been feeling so broody lately I HATE IT! Maybe it's partly to do with my parents nagging at me every single day about doing my work; whatever I do is not enough ugh.

Poor Kenny. He called me today and told me something. Why must people be so mean? And I'm wondering if I didn't get the solo part because Mr Kwei doesn't like me. If so, he's seriously being indescribably indescribable (LOL). Before I launch into a whole tirade of words against him, I think I should stop myself by thanking Crystal for baking me cookies to cheer me up! Thank you so much Crystal! :D It's really so sweet of you to do that for me (:

Maybe part of the reason why I've been feeling so cranky lately is because of well, something that happened on Saturday.

When I speak your name,
Mountains move, chains are loosed
When I speak your name,
Darkness flees, it has no hold on me.

God I need you.
/ ►Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 11:30 PM
Yeah Siuyen I updated already LOL. Sorry it has to be like that though.
/ ► @ 11:19 PM
Ugh.

Things have not been good for the past few days since Saturday. First, I had to endure the disappointment of not being able to sing the stupid Soli part for 'Psalm 100'; I nearly cried okay. All my friends (most, rather) are singing that part okay! Do you know how sucky it feels OMG. Totally demoralizing, I feel so loser-ish okay. CIP after that was okay la; CIP really brings out the best and worst in people.

Sunday: I was so super tired from Saturday that I fell asleep during service -.- And after I got home there was hardly any time to do anything before I had to leave for Mel and Adele's 21st party (which I didn't mind going for). I felt tired and headache-y and puke-ish towards the end of the party.

I could hardly get up today and I was tired and cranky for the better part of the day. Plus, I got detention to do today from Friday just for bringing drinks back to class. COME ON MAN. I'm just unlucky la, please.

Everyday I get some kind of scolding. I was already so tired just now and my mum still made me do some stupid poem analysis and she made me write out the freaking essay!!!!! ARGH.

What's wrong with me.
/ ►Friday, January 22, 2010 @ 10:44 PM
Today, I am exhaustion personified HAHA. I've been feeling exceptionally tired since Wednesday ): Except for the fact that Wednesday's assembly was so hilarious; the Sec1s are seriously over-enthusiastic man -.- Some 'Story Challenge' people came and they were supposed to come up with an entirely new story based on a central theme with a few conditions given by the audience. OMG the Sec1s were seriously, childish -.- They kept demanding a central theme which was guess what? KISS KISS KISS! HUG HUG HUG! OMG childish much ugh -.-

Ahhhh whatever. I'm too tired to blog anything properly ): Bye!
/ ►Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 11:05 PM
Hello :D Today's my dad's birthday :D Happy Birthday Daddy!!! :D :D LOL.

I hate Thursdays ): After recess it's like 3 periods of Math, followed by 2 periods of Physics, and then 1 and a half hours of A Math/Math supplementary after school -.- And when I come home, I have another 1 and a half hours of Math tuition. OMG OMG. Hardcore or not?

I wish I could be a soloist for Psalm 100... ): Sigh. The soli part is so nice!

Anyway. Third service is posing lots of problems :/ In terms of timing, that is. Sundays are starting to occupy the whole day and soon my weekends will be gone too ): How troublesome -.-

Bye, gotta go do my tabletop :P
/ ►Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 10:05 PM
OMG 'Vanilla Twilight' by Owl City is so niceeee! :D :D :D :D The lyrics are so meaningful and touching LOL :D Everytime I hear it I feel so wistful :/ And OMG the pictures in the music video are so nice! Okay what am I doing, launching into a whole soliloquy about a song HAHA.

I had a Literature test today which I forgot to prepare for (oops). But I hope I can do reasonably well at least :D

MEP today was boring -.- We were all like half dead and lifeless HAHA. The class has become unusually quiet without Russell, Andrew and Evelyn ): ): OMG I miss you guys so much! ): ): COME BACK QUICK LAAAA! :D Haha.
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
  'cuz I wish you were here
 
I'll watch the night turn light blue,
but it's not the same without you
because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cuz the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cuz cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in Vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because
When I think of you
I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone 

As many times as I blink I'll think of you 
Tonight
 I'll think of you tonight 

 When violet eyes get brighter 
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you

Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past I'd whisper in your ear, 

Oh darling I wish you were here
Ah. I'm too bored/restless. Bye! (:
/ ►Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 9:49 PM
Ahh, yes, relief! :D My piano teacher and I finally arrived at a concensus today: I am not going to take my LTCL exam this June. If I'm comfortable with my pieces by August, however, then I shall do it at the end of the year. YES, one problem solved whoopee! :D

But I've still got loads of things to do OMG. I'm so busy every week! ): And now all because of MEP I have to take Literature tests with a separate set of questions from the rest of the class just because Mrs Poon doesn't want me to tell the rest of the class the question(s). -.-

Anyway! Considerable improvement in my marks for Literature YAY! :D :D :D I even got a 7 upon 10 for one essay which I came back home and did myself! :D

Hahahahaha okay. I shall go and watch my CSI MIAMI :D Bye! :D
/ ►Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 9:36 PM
Could hardly get up today LOL LOL. Maybe I'm just lazy? Or maybe I'm just tired, who knows. (:

I kept falling asleep today during Literature haha! :D But I'm very very happy :D I got 5, 6 and 7 for 3 assignments that she gave us (: And OMG she said that I'm okay, just that I have to work on my skills :D Yay! :D I'm finally making some headway haha! (: I think my efforts are paying off! (:

Sigh. I have to go for piano lesson on my own tomorrow!!!! ): ): ): I don't wanna cab there myself, so lonely. Wlao. But if I take bus it'll take too long. Tsk. How annoying. Hopefully the stupid Geography test tomorrow won't take too long, then I can leave earlier and take my own sweet time and bus there :D 12 FTW! :D Hahahah random siol :P

Anywayyyy. I feel like stopping piano for the moment.. But my mum won't allow!! ): OMG how how how ):
/ ►Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 6:35 PM
Hello, everybody :D

Last night's birthday celebration was awesome :D Emmanuel was so cute hahahahah! :D And OMG when I went back to my aunt's place I saw a Lamborghini OMG OMG OMG! :D :D :D Hahahah it was such a sexy orange :D

Anywayyyy. I fell asleep during service today I feel so baddd ): Lunched with Nicolette, Russell, Sonia, Joseph, Sly, and later Andrew and Darryl (sp?). Pretty fun hahaha :D Saw many weird people on the way there :P

Sigh. Should I do my Diploma this year? (P.S. This is NOT to show off or anything of the sort.) I really have no idea what to do. I'm so busy everyday; after I come home I'm half-dead. Plus, there's homework to be done and what not. How am I supposed to factor in time to practise? I'm supposed to have a 45 minute programme. If practising the pieces once through alone takes 45 minutes, how am I supposed to allow for mistakes? OMG. I think I don't wanna to my Diploma anymore. My mum wants me to do it this June.. And yet she expects me to work hard and all. Unfair much?

Ugh, dilemma. Bye(:
/ ►Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 3:05 PM
Helloooo :D :D :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PORPOR! :D

Mr Reuben was awesome today :D He taught us how to find the centre of our beings and how to take deep breaths (not in the sense we know, of course!). And OMG he knows how to speak German THAT IS NOT FAIR! ): Hahahaha. I wanna learn a third language! Hmm. Should I learn French or German? I'm not interested in Japanese :P

At least today the choir's performance was a tad better. Or according to Siuyen, there was a 'marked improvement' in terms of behaviour :D Well done! :D Hahahaha. Mr Chye talked to us (the Sopranos and Altos who passed our auditions) today and told us that in order for us to be able to go to Italy (for those whose parents are worrying), we have to excel in choir as well as in our studies. Sigh. I need some help to discipline myself! ): ): We have to confirm who's going and who isn't by Wednesday.. I hope my mum will let me go!!!!! Gahh.

Do I have to blog about you every choir practice? Lydia, again. To all you readers, sorry to bore you, sorry to make you have to read about her again. But there it is. You went to collect your back brace yesterday, you did NOT have to come for choir at all. I wonder what you did at night; did you stay online all night? Talk on the phone? I don't know. You wanna talk about fatigue? Try being a sec4, only then will you know what it really is to be tired, and I mean tired. Please, you're only a sec2, for goodness' sake. You expect Victoria to always be your messenger? Do you know that she's already being very very nice to you, tolerating your not coming and having to relay your silly excuses to us? Do you know that she has to bear mine and Weiying's anger/frustration every single time she tells us your reason(s) for not turning up for practices? Think about what you're doing, TYVM. Ugh. How annoying some people can get tsk -.-

Mr Kwei didn't come today 'cuz apparently he's sick. Hmm. I really pity all those people who didn't/couldn't go for auditions on the 29th of December and who have been stressing over the second auditions. This is already the second time that he's postponed the auditions. His reason for postponing it this time is that he's sick. Okay, whatever. But last Friday he was supposed to audition them, and everyone was already so stressed and blahblah. I wonder if it's part of his ploy to make people revise their scores and what not. Maybe, maybe not. LOL okay what am I talking about -.- I'm just rambling ugh. I hate to ramble but sometimes I just do.

I'm going out later YAY! :D

Bye(:



/ ►Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 7:51 PM
Helloo :D At least Fridays are a little less hectic for me, PHEW. Mr Foo told us a little of his family history during CE just now Haha! :D Interesting much :D

Vocal training with the Mr Lo(w) something something was pretty cool too! :D He taught us that vowel modification is good for girls' voices and that we can't cheat (obviously we can't!) 'cuz unlike the guys, we don't have a falsetto. Ultra cool :] But somehow today the choir's performance was really really bad. We weren't listening out for each other and we couldn't blend etc. 'Sakura' was a whole tone sharp -.- Ugh, what an insult to the ears. I think we gotta work towards sounding more like a choir LOL. How ironic is that.

Sigh. Lydia, Lydia. When are you going to come for choir -.- How many more excuses are you going to give? According to Crystal, you went to make/collect your back brace. Okay, so maybe this is true. But how many more lame excuses are you going to come up with? Listen. The more you give stupid excuses and don't turn up for practices, the less we're going to believe you. You can't blame us if we give you skeptical responses and what not okay. And the worst part is, YOU DSA-ED -.-

I'm tired. I can't go for CIP tomorrow ):
/ ►Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 9:54 PM
Helloooo :D Went for Rutherford's house meeting today 'cuz there's no one from my class to go with -.- Didn't sign up for anything YAY! :D Hahahahahahah whatever. So lame.

Ahhhhh. I'm too restless to blog properly. Thanks to all the people who encouraged me :D Helps a lot :D

Bye!
/ ►Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ 10:05 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNY!!! :D :D :D And a Belated Happy Birthday to you, Xavier! :D So sorry I couldn't celebrate today with you guys ):

Anyway. Kevin sent me a very nice, encouraging message. He told me that if he could get an A1 for Literature, so could I. He said that he had a panic attack during 2 major essays but he still did okay.. So he said that I should just study and memorize Mrs Poon's notes because apparently Cambridge loves her style of writing. And something encouraging too! Last Wednesday we were supposed to answer an essay question in point form, and I got a B+ for it! :D According to Kevin a B in her class is good, so I'll keep working for Literature! I hope my efforts pay off. I've been doing her homework in a style I hope is satisfactory.. I hope I can get satisfactory results too! :/

I'm gonna watch CSI now YAY! :D I love CSI MIAMI. I don't like CSI Las Vegas, it's always so dark and gory and they always zoom in on the gory, bloody parts. YUCK -.-

Ah. Bye! (:
/ ►Monday, January 11, 2010 @ 10:06 PM
OMG. O level results today were so goooooddd! I seriously have no idea how I'm going to achieve satisfactory results for my own O levels man. The way things are now, I think it's virtually impossible to get even 5 A1s. Sigh. And Kevin got a freakin' 6. Jeslyn got 8 A1s. Gosh. How are people so smart.

I'm seriously starting to have doubts about myself, about my ability to do well. I have never gotten A1 for Combined Science, which is really lame 'cuz Combined Science is all about combining the 2 Sciences together and getting a lower grade. My Physics never fails to pull me down, and when I do get A1s, it's for Chemistry, but even then, it's just a stupid borderline A1. OMG what is wrong with me.

I hardly have any time for studies OMG. Choir, MEP, piano lessons. How am I supposed to find time?!?!?!?!?! OMG. I am so screwed. Tomorrow's my piano lesson, I haven't even touched the piano once since my lesson last week. My teacher wants me to do my exam at the end of this year. I don't think I'll even be ready luh please.

And it's like. All my friends got A1 for Chinese; they were all so exuberant just now. I had nothing to be exuberant about. Ugh. This totally sucks.

Whatever. Bye. I'm sorry, I can't stop myself being so pessimistic.
/ ►Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 10:25 PM
I SAW A HIGH-WAIST SKIRT AT ZARA THAT I LIKED VERY MUCH YESTERDAY OMGGG!!!!! But too bad I couldn't buy it 'cuz it wasn't really on offer and it cost $59.90 -.- Tsk. It fit me so well okay! ): Walao. Wasted manszszxxzx ):

Anywaysss. Dot had to go to church early today for some leaders' meeting so I came later and we played some 'Connecting' game which had us contorting ourselves into various positions Haha! :D Pretty fun though, although some people would've thought it was lame but whatever :] Should appreciate the fact that it was their efforts :D After that it was just some questions about what so-and-so likes to do and we were supposed to guess who it was(: Just some icebreaker games, I suppose. Worship was awesomeeee :D Although the synthetic drum set was a little of a letdown but who cares, THE NEW ONE IS COMING TOMORROW!!!! :D :D :D :D

Napped just now 'cuz I couldn't concentrate while studying Chemistry.. LOL. It's the first time in a long time that I've actually voluntarily napped HAHA. I guess now I learn to treasure my sleep. Tsk. How stupid of me not to have realized it earlier -.-

School again tmr ): Bye!
/ ►Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 8:18 PM
Hellooo :D

CCA Recruitment today was kinda fun, actually :D The only 'not fun' part was having to wake up so early after being so tired yesterday ): According to Ms Lui we performed pretty well except for a little slip-up in the entry of the basses in 'Hark' :/ But otherwise she said it was pretty good, so WELL DONE EVERYONE! :D I hope I didn't screw up for 'Yuan Nian' though Haha.. I kept playing wrong notes/skipping notes and that made me so much more nervous ): I was blushing when I went out of the hall LOL, I could totally feel how warm my cheeks were :/ Oh well, it's over (:

Yesterday's rehearsal for today's CCA Recruitment was actually okay except for the fact that we had to wait so long for Mr Anwar to come :/ But he's really quite pitiful; I think they're pretty short-handed and he's always the one running around helping every other CCA.. Haha, poor him. Anyway. We were supposed to finish by 4 15 at the latest 'cuz Ms Lui said we all looked very tired, but in the end we finished at 4 50 -.- Which brings me to my next point.

Last night was terrible ): I suppose Avatar itself is a good movie, but I wasted my chance ): I was already so so so so tired yesterday and I went straight to watch Avatar in 3D (ugh) which made me regret my decision. FYI, I can't stand shaky video (I don't think it was actually that shaky, but I guess it got to me 'cuz I was tired :/). Plus, it was in 3D which made me even sicker 'cuz it was tiring to have to watch through the glasses. So in the end, I looked away, and ended up falling asleep! Ugh. And I kept burping the stupid chicken wing that I had eaten before that to try and satisfy my hunger since I only had a packet of potato chips for lunch, which made me feel like puking even more -.- Tsk. How annoying. And I had dinner at 10 30 last night LOL.

Ahh. Met my family at Ion today and shopped some (: Got a top from New Look, a dress from Mango and a top from Zara :D :D :D :D YAY! :D Good buys ttm :D But I'm super tired now mansszxzxzxz ): And I haven't even had my dinner yet :/

Lydia didn't come for choir yesterday, claimed she had a stomachache -.- Yeah, I so believe her man. I wonder how many more practices she's actually planning to come for; I shan't say how many more practices she's going to miss because evidently the number of practices she has missed has already exceeded my hands and my feet -.- What makes things worse is that she's a DSA student, for goodness' sake. If you use that to get into TK and you don't even bother to turn up, I don't know what to say to you. It just goes to show that your attitude SUCKS and that you'd better do something about it before you get kicked out of choir. If you don't pass your Italy auditions you have no one to blame but yourself, okay?

Ugh. Bye. I have to say I enjoyed my little shopping spree despite being so super tired :D
/ ►Thursday, January 7, 2010 @ 7:03 PM
Hellooo :D :D :D :D

Wow I had such an overload of Math today :/ 1 period of E Math followed by 2 periods of A Math, then Physics. 1 and a half hours of A Math supplementary after school and I came back for Math tuition again at 5 15 -.- Tsk. Hardcore ttm.

I kept falling asleep today during Chinese HAHA -.- LOL I even forgot what we were doing.. Uh. OH YEAH NOW I REMEMBER! She was just droning on and on about the different types of compositions there are and it was so boring!!!!! ): To think that I was able to better comprehend it when I read it on my own than when she was going through it with us LOL. How silly :]

I'm so tiredddd ): ): Trigonometry for A Math is killer luhh ): So many formulae to remember; sometimes I forget when I have to apply it 'cuz I don't recognize the question when I see it. Ugh. Oh, but on a brighter note, at least I've grasped Binomial Theorem :D FINALLY (:

Okay whatever. Bye, I'm gonna have dinner soon and then I'm going to mug -.- What a way to live.
/ ►Wednesday, January 6, 2010 @ 10:39 PM
HELLO :D :D :D :D

I forgot what my timetable was today!!!!! LOL. Anyway. 1 period of Literature followed by recess, and another 2 periods. Sigh. How tiring; I ended up falling asleep during the 2 periods anyway :/ This week's gonna be so hectic OMG. Monday and Tuesday was taken up with facilitating sec1s' compulsory auditions, I got back late today 'cuz of MEP.

OH! The new teacher's name is Mrs Cherry (no kidding!) Goh hahahahahaha! But I still prefer Ms Ng.. ): Oh well. Too bad, she's gone, I've gotta adapt and get used to her I guess. Oh yeah.. Turns out we're doing 'Oklahoma' and we've gotta buy the stupid book which costs 91 bucks *gasps* Yeah, it really does. I really pity people like Jiong Le who don't even play the piano 'cuz the book only contains the voice/piano part. Tsk. And what's worse is that it's compulsory to buy ): Oh well.

I hated English today.. I detest the 'Paul's Wheel of Reasoning'. It only serves to confuse me further. As it is I don't really know how you write out an answer to a question during a conversation.. Shouldn't it be spontaneous? I mean, during the actual oral examination you have no time to think. Especially when the object/subject in question is something that you haven't experienced before. During the examination you're just supposed to be able to come up with something and blurt it all out to the examiner! Earlier during my English lesson we were given about 20 minutes to think through how we wanted to answer the question using the Paul's Wheel of Reasoning. Ugh. It so didn't help -.- To me, the more time you're given, the more time you have to pick out the flaws in your fabricated story! I mean, well ya. Perhaps some people don't agree, but this is just what I feel.

Bye! :D
I will be still, and know that you are God. / ►Tuesday, January 5, 2010 @ 8:44 PM
We had a gruelling 1hr 1omin of PE today -.- Ugh, what a bore. And guess what we did for the whole lesson? Run, run and run some more. OMG it sucked ttm. I hope we take height and weight for the whole 2 periods next time Haha! Okay lame.

I kept falling asleep today tsk. I didn't quite get the A Math lecture and I fell asleep LOL.

Argh I'm so not in the mood to blog.. I'm sad ):

When the oceans rise and thunders roar,
I will soar with you, above the storm,
Father you are King above the flood,
I will be still, and know you are God.

Gosh I really need to apply that in my life. I spend too much time mulling over things and sinking into my own thoughts and getting all miserable when I can be doing better things.. I could actually spend my time getting closer to Him, and talking to Him instead of trying to solve my problems by myself/by telling them to my friends. No doubt friends do help, but they can only help that much. Ah, realization hits me. From now onwards, I'm going to try not to be so moody and pessimistic about everything; I'll devote myself to Him and not let things of this world bother me so much (: Oh dear, I sound so philosophical HAHA.

My G-O-D, is B-I-G! OMG YAY :D At least I know for sure that God loves me(:

I will be still, and know you are God.
/ ►Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 7:44 PM
Today was such an unbearably boring day OMG -.- So much administrative stuff to do, it's incredible. Ugh. And we had so many talks today, I wonder how I managed to survive them. We had to sit for so long in the stupid, uncomfortable, hot hall ON THE FLOOR -.- And for the whole 2 plus hours we were there, we only had a pathetic 10 minute break GOSH. Haha I fell asleep during Mr Koh's talk about 'Reaction to Emergencies' LOL.

Auditions were pretty okay, except for some who had hmm.. Some attitude problems, shall we say? Yup, you could really tell who were the ones who were trying and who were the ones who were singing horribly on purpose just because they don't want to get into choir. Oh well, I shan't bother too much about those people. Another round of auditions tomorrow and then there'll be a second round. So much trouble! LOL.

Anyway. I'm feeling down now ): For some reason unknown to me. Sigh. I keep having these lapses where I get all moody and sad and I start thinking about things.. Ah well. Never mind.

Bye.
/ ►Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 5:33 PM
It's the day before school OMGGGG ):

Last night at Jeremy's was crazy Hahahah :D Watched 'White Chicks' although I've watched it a couple of times, had a good laugh :D Then we played Pictionary and it was mad! :D We were just screaming the whole time and like, no one really won 'cuz someone's group ended up at the 'AP' square which is 'All Play' and we never moved on -.- And we went to eat and nobody wanted to continue the game so whatever (:

JD started playing songs from Jeremy's iPod and we started playing guessing games LOL. It was so funny, all the songs he said we would know, we didn't know. All the songs he said we might not know, we knew. So LOL la, OMG :D And he thought Dot and I were twins! :D

YES. I managed to successfully upload more pictures of Barcelona :D I'm sorry this is a little late Haha! :D

Oh well. Off to school tomorrow, bye (:


/ ►Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ 11:32 AM
Hello everyone! :D

Hahahahaha I had a conversation with Kevin on msn last night that entailed an interesting malapropism on my part :D I was just talking to him about how I'm gonna survive with Mrs Poon as my Literature teacher next year teaching both 'A Midsummer Night's Dream' and 'Island Voices'. And then I spelt Mrs Poon as 'Poo' LOL LOL :D Malapropism means a spelling error which results in an entirely new meaning and interpretation of the intended word (: Haha.

Monday blues got me long ago ): It's made me cranky and unhappy and edgy for the past few days and I really hate it but it doesn't go away ._. Anyway. I think the idea of me being the only one in whatever cell group I'm in to be taking O levels gets me down as well ): Last year I was the only one not taking, this year I'm gonna be the only one taking and that's not fair! Everyone will be like 'OH YAY exams are over!!!!' And then there I'll be waiting for my O levels to start -.- Ugh. Stupid shit.

At least I went out for dinner last night and I managed to cheer up 'cuz we went to Coffee Club for dessert with my aunt and uncle as well! :D The Iced Rambutan drink was awesome, so refreshing :D :D :D :D Loved the pineapple inside! PINEAPPLE FTW! :D Haha okay whatever :P Oh! And I saw Adrian when I was waiting to cross the road at Siglap Centre LOL LOL (:

Dot's out to meet Wendy, Kevin, Kenneth and Evan.. Sigh, so I'm stuck at home -.- They're gonna be cell leaders, someone say Amen! :D Hahahahahaha awesome no?

Saw the Sec1 audition schedule on the Choir blog, can't wait! :D Hahahahahah YAY I'm with Siuyen and Bertrand :D :D

Argh I hope my pictures can finish uploading!!!!!!! I'm not gonna tolerate another waste of my effort selecting and uploading pictures. I'm sick and tired of taking the time to select the photos I want to upload and then end up having to cancel the whole darn upload just because I've got no time left on the computer -.- Irritates me a LOT. Oww my stomach hurts whatever.

Anyway. I hope people that aren't welcome here will stop coming and tagging 'whole chunks of nonsense' on my tagboard, it's really unhelpful and inconsiderate of you and I'd appreciate it very much if you'd just keep your words to yourself, they have no effect on me and it will just serve to irritate me and others further. I hope you'll take my advice and not try to press yours on me (: TYVM.

Recently I've found a liking for Hillsong's older album 'Faithful'. The songs inside are simple, yet the words mean so much (: Gosh.

OMG OMG I HAD TO CANCEL MY UPLOAD. I'm so pissed -.-

Bye (:
2010. / ►Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 11:18 PM
Been feeling really cranky lately ): I suppose it's the prospect of having to go back to school that's just putting me off. I don't want to go back to the rigours of school life where I have to juggle between school work, choir and music, it really sucks. Everyday I come home half dead.. There's remedial everyday, plus piano lessons and MEP to go for on Wednesdays that ends at 6 -.-

Ugh. Oh well, I think I just have to be more positive.. I'm trying very hard to be that now, but apparently it's not working. But at least there's tomorrow's outing to Jeremy's house to cheer me up! :D Hope it'll be fun!

Ah whatever. Bye, I'm not in the mood.