/ ►Monday, January 31, 2011 @ 8:46 PM
Today was a whole lot more fun than the first 2 days. For one, I was in a different group and that made all the difference, really. And, I'm in Callisto! Which is, in effect, the most enthusiastic house! The only drawback is that I was suffering for the whole of today because my legs were aching terribly from yesterday's games. And they were overused today again so whenever I sit down on the floor and get up I hurt so badly! ):
/ ►Friday, January 28, 2011 @ 11:31 PM
Ahh yes. Finally, the 2 painfully slow days are over. I hope to goodness next week will be more fun! And that everyone will be a little more enthusiastic. I always feel so bad especially when people try to hype us up and all they get in response is a dour silence.
But that aside, I had so much fun today!!! And I'm so looking forward to tomorrow! :D Yay!
/ ►Sunday, January 30, 2011 @ 7:40 PM
The Sound of Music is definitely a real classic! It's timeless and I can really watch it over and over again and not get tired of it at all. Hahahaha. The songs are so beautiful although they comprise of simple melodies; the lyrics are so artfully crafted (: Hmm. And the union between Maria and Georg was so sweet and unexpected. Rodgers and Hammerstein are really an amazing duo! I'm glad I studied 'Oklahoma!' for MEP, at least it let me gain some insight into the lives of these amazing people hahahaha.WGD failed today because, ironically, it was raining out. So in the end we played in the Joshua Hall; we still had loads of fun! Ebola, Marco Polo, sleeping bag-jumping, human foosball, twisted musical chairs and pepsi cola HAHAHA. It was so fun! And it was kinda a good thing that there weren't too many people otherwise the room would've been too crowded.. Anyway. Thank you Kenneth, Jiawei and Shaun for organizing it! I really enjoyed myself! Although I really suffered during Marco Polo HAHAHA. It was so scary seeing only shadows and lights; I was so scared of falling down hehe.
Alright. Bye!
/ ►Saturday, January 29, 2011 @ 10:35 PM
Why does everyone choose to be in the Science stream!!! Gosh. What's so great about it mansxzx. The arts stream is so much more fun and I think it stimulates more parts of the brain.. Because it needs you to be insightful! Rather than just plain understanding a subject and applying boring formulae HAH. Never mind! To me, Science is just plain boring. I really really hope orientation will be fun! The past 2 days have been pretty.. sedate. HAHA. Oh yes I bought my uniform! The blouse is so short and the skirt is so long ugh ):
Andrew just asked me to use FB instead of blogging. HAHA and I told him I use FB when I wanna say things that I want everyone to see. Whereas my blog is for well.. other things. I don't understand why people have to have FB and Twitter and whatnot. I personally think having one is enough. I wouldn't want people to know what I'm doing the whole day long!
Oh well. Hope for the best!
/ ►Thursday, January 27, 2011 @ 10:04 PM
The first day of school was dreadfully boring... Talks after talks after talks gosh. And we had to sit on the floor for hours on end. Wow. Anyway. I am so.. drained of emotion. Or maybe I'm overwhelmed. Either way, I don't know. Why? Why do you have to do this to me all the time? You know. I'm much more overwrought than I seem to be, okay? Today was simply harrowing. Yeah I know, I just laughed it off. Would you like to know why? Because I simply hate calling attention to myself. Don't you know it? No, maybe you don't!
N doesn't tell me things for you to find out, you know? He tells me things because he trusts me. Tell me something. If you were my age, and you confided in your friend; you told him/her something, how'd you like it if your friend's parents read and found out what problems you're having? Wouldn't you feel horribly uncomfortable? Especially if that friend's parents demanded to know what exactly the problem is. Wouldn't you just HATE that feeling? Consider your friend. Don't you think your friend would feel oh so guilty that your 'secret' was found out? Don't you know today's generation is totally and vastly different from yours? Never mind. It's futile trying to explain things to you 'cuz you'll NEVER understand.
/ ►Wednesday, January 26, 2011 @ 11:20 PM
I am so scared for tomorrow.
Kick your ass up, show me how you BURLESQUE! / ►Tuesday, January 25, 2011 @ 10:24 PM
OMG BURLESQUE.IS.THE.BEST.MOVIE.EVER. S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y. I AM NOT KIDDING. :D OMG I LOVE IT TO BITS!! I am absolutely getting it once it comes out on DVD. I LOVE IT!!! The singing and dancing are absolutely fabulous and at least the songs have nice melodies. And not some trashy songs invented just to move the story along HAHA. Hahaha alright I shall stop gushing about the movie. Today's outing was really really really great! I really missed the clique so much!! ): So much has happened in the 2 years we were separated! Hahahahaha. I LOVE YOU GUYS :D Oh yes and we took neoprints today. It seems such an ancient thing we used to do in lower sec HAH but we had so much fun!! OMG we seriously have to go out more often please.
Yup right this post it too... excitable so I shall stop here before I start spouting nonsense!
/ ►Monday, January 24, 2011 @ 10:01 PM
I can't wait for tomorrow! It's been ages since I last went out with the clique! :D And we're going to watch Burlesque, have a nice lunch and neoprint HAHA. Okay I'm positively teeming with excitement!Yup right I should stop babbling senselessly (: I'm just so excited! Anyway. M has been asking me about a choice of shoes to buy for school and I told him he should fully exploit the freedom JC brings. HAHA. Seriously. Having a few pairs of shoes to play around with when it comes to school shoes makes everything so much easier especially when you bring in the event of rain. Posting results are on Wednesday I can't wait!
Okay okay. I'm so garbled. Am worried for N.
Wasted. / ►Saturday, January 22, 2011 @ 7:08 PM
Was looking at some FB pictures and it hit me so hard. Lost friendships are one of the worst things that could happen to you, especially if the person concerned used to be close to you. And particularly if you've known each other for a very long time. And the person distanced himself from you for no obvious reason. Sigh. I wish I knew what happened. We haven't talked for.. maybe a year or so? And me, not wishing to probe too much, I just keep to myself. What's the point of pouring out your woes to everyone when they're not even concerned in the matter? It's pointless. So.. I just. Bear with it as much as I can; put on a brave face whenever I think about it and it gets me down. I don't think it'll ever feel the same again, even if we get to be on talking terms again. But.. I suppose I should just carry on with life. Although it sucks when you know that you lost a very close friend who used to consider you one as well.
Ahhh. What's the point of moping. There's nothing to be done. I just have to accept it; hope for a miracle.
Debussy's 'Clair de Lune' is so breathtakingly beautiful.. It can move you to tears. Unfortunately, my rendition of it has not reached such impossible standards. It's a piece that is really easy to read, but very hard to bring out its nuances and expressions. Wow. I wish I could play well enough for tears to spring to peoples' eyes. Maybe, hopefully, one day.
Alright. I shall stop being such a wet blanket.
/ ►Friday, January 21, 2011 @ 10:39 PM
Gahhhhh. I AM SOOOOOO JEALOUS OF DOT ): ): ): ): ): SHE GOT AN IPHONE 4!!!! Walao. I am soooooo terribly envious okay. It's so beautiful! It's like, sleek and black and shiny OMG.... I can just DIE of envy right now okay. This is so unfair! ): My parents said she's 18 that's why. So maybe I stand a chance eh hehe. Sigh. I need to get over it. Hopefully my turn will come.. (With special emphasis placed on the word 'hopefully'). Okay. Shut up about it.
Seriously. I give up on trying to upload pictures on FB. I desperately need FB Exporter for iPhoto!!! UGH. Uploading pictures is the most annoying thing EVER. Especially if you're an impatient person like me HAHA.
I can't stand people who can't drive properly. I mean. HULLO? If you can't drive, you so should not be on the road.
Alright. I should stop crapping.
/ ►Thursday, January 20, 2011 @ 9:36 PM
Ahh. Thank goodness I was able to get out of the house today! It has become unbearably boring having nothing to do. Reading for a whole day is seriously NOT fun at all. It tires you out horribly and it makes you feel disinterested for the rest of the day.. It makes you lethargic! So. I did wake up at 8 30 today and boy did I feel a whole lot better! It felt so much more.. liberating, than to wake up at 9 or 10 plus. I really feel less tired today! Yay!
Anyway. I HATE it when people blatantly cut your queue, regardless of what you're queuing for. Seriously! They have no etiquette WHATSOEVER. Their skin, is as thick as an animal's hide, no kidding. They just wait for the opportune time and conveniently slot themselves into the (non-existent) queue. Goodness. If I had a sharper tongue I'd have given them a piece of my mind right there and then. I think it's pretty reasonable I let them go about their own way HUH.
Alright. I should stop complaining!
/ ►Wednesday, January 19, 2011 @ 9:57 PM
Gah. Holidays are getting way too boring. I'm starting to wish that school would start now 'cuz bumming around at home is seriously no fun at all. You just feel horribly stagnant and lethargic. Seriously, I felt physically tired today. Maybe I've just been having too much sleep.. Okay. I shall start waking up earlier. No more late mornings for you Abigirl! 8.30am every morning for you, no exceptions! Been feeling strange lately. A little down for no reason.. And well. Maybe I've been cooped up at home for too long! But then again I've been out pretty frequently although not for long periods. Wonder what's with me.
Hahahahahahaha. This is so hilarious. I was talking to B on msn and he told me he remembers how I dished out my meal utensils etiquette to him HAHAHAH. Goodness. I feel like such a matronly, bossy person now. Shudder. I hope I wasn't annoying then! Anyway. Talking to someone else about cold places is so great (: I hated having to bundle up so much although you'd still look nice. Really. You come in from the freezer and straight into an oven. And taking off your jacket and slinging it over one arm encumbers you so much. So the easiest thing to do is not to take off your jacket! But well. Comfort comes first! Oh yes. I totally hated wearing thermals YUCK. Oh but I suppose they do serve their purpose.. Without them I'd probably have frozen into an icicle so.. I should stop complaining (:
Junwei said I've grown more mature.. I hope so! He says I used to complain a lot in the past and I do so less now. So yay! HAHA.
I get to see Emmanuel tomorrow. Am so looking forward to it!!!
/ ►Tuesday, January 18, 2011 @ 9:39 PM
Gosh. Can the internet get any slower. It's annoying the crap out of me.Anyway. Met one of my mum's friends today and she told me something interesting. She told me I should go into early childhood.. Get a degree and I can start some kinda kindergarten or something along those lines. And I have to thank her! She piqued my interest HAHA. If not for her I'd really have no idea what interests me.
Ahhhhh. Kinda not in the mood now.
/ ►Sunday, January 16, 2011 @ 4:22 PM
Sigh. Today was kinda weird. I thought I could go for lunch without event, but apparently I couldn't. I got a call, got screamed at, and I hung up. I can't even go for lunch with church people eh? Well. I don't suppose I can dispute that anymore can I. I've kinda given up. I suppose you can tell that from the tone of this post. It sounds so desolate doesn't it. Come on. School hasn't even started yet. Why can't you just let me enjoy my last 2 weeks of freedom? I really don't understand. Why did you have to call me and scold me? What did I do wrong? I thought you were over what happened last night, since you talked to me normally after I got off the computer. And all of a sudden I get a call from you, and you're scolding me about who knows what. Scolding me about what time I'll get back, about how this will be the last time I'm going for lunch with church people. CHURCH PEOPLE! Don't you like me socializing with them, saying how I have healthy relationships with them? I really don't know what's going on.
Screw it. Maybe I'll just stop trying so hard to please you.
GO AWAY. / ►Saturday, January 15, 2011 @ 10:23 PM
O.M.G. WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH MY PARENTS. WHY MUST YOU INTERFERE WITH EVERY SINGLE INCH OF MY LIFE. Don't you know that I have my own social life to live? That my group of friends are NOT yours? And that I have my own way of handling problems; that you don't have to interfere and make mine and my friends' lives difficult as well? CAN'T YOU GET THAT?! Can't you see that I've realized that my strength is my weakness (as how you term it), and that I haven't been 'sucked' into anything (again, like how you've termed it)?? What must I do to show you? Seriously. You set ridiculous limits and constraints on me, and you expect me to follow them without a single complaint. I have, haven't I? As far as it was possible, that is. Granted, you let me exceed my daily quota of texts the day I got my results and the few days after. After that? Oh, well, your usual over-inquisitive self came back! Oh wow! I'm delighted and overjoyed! So you want me to send a maximum of 20 texts a day right?? So obviously if I can't afford to send anymore texts I have to talk to the person online right? What's wrong with that? You don't allow me to talk on the phone for too long. The only people I can talk to when school starts are my school friends. Are you trying to tell me that I can't keep in touch with my other friends, regardless of whether they're from primary or secondary school? Just because you don't know N that well doesn't mean that he's a slippery character you know. Why must you know everyone of my friends inside out? IT'S NONE OF YOUR FREAKIN' BUSINESS. So you can jolly well keep out of it. You don't trust my judgement do you? Well, deal with it.
Oh. So now I can't catch up with my best friend from primary school? Is that what you're trying to tell me? I can't even lend a listening ear to his problems? Wouldn't you do the same for your own friend? Oh, maybe you wouldn't! Wouldn't that make you a nice sadist! What are N's problems to you? They don't play a part in your life at all. And I am NOT trying to make them a part of mine. I'm just trying to make my friend feel a little better, what's wrong with that? I'm not going to get together with him just because he confides in me you know! I've learnt from my previous stupid blunders. But then again, if I told you that, you wouldn't believe me! So why should I bother telling you that right. And just when I was feeling a little happier about the way things were going at home now. Thanks for spoiling it for me. Just for your information, you managed to ruin my Thursday night too. THANKS A LOT. You almost made me cry in the car okay. It's so unfair.
And now I can't talk to my juniors too! Oh wow, how awesome that is! Thank you so much for putting a stop to my interaction with my juniors. You don't let me go back to school to encourage them for their SYF auditions, you disallow me from talking to them. Seriously, what else will you not disallow me from doing?! You know one day, maybe I'll just decide that I've had enough from y'all. Who knows what I might do then. Good luck to you.
FML.
/ ►Wednesday, January 12, 2011 @ 6:56 PM
Hello world (: I wonder if it's just me having bad dreams or whether it's real, but it seems like for the past 2 nights I've been waking up with bad headaches and they disappear the next morning. Kinda freaky, if you ask me. So I've been feeling pretty tired the past 2 days.. Oh well.
Eww disgusting stench emanating from my neighbour downstairs -.- Annoying ttm. It's horribly nauseating and it makes my head throb omg.
MJ's open house today was pretty fun (: Got to see people I haven't seen in a long long long time HAHA. But I seriously can't decide. TJ's more established but MJ's more fun, although their retain rate is crazy. Sigh. Give it to God (: Jeremiah 29:11 is such an inspirational verse!
PRAISE THE LORD! / ►Tuesday, January 11, 2011 @ 11:10 PM
I got 10 for my L1R5 I AM SO HAPPY :D Now I've gotta decide between TJ and MJ.. Ahh.
/ ►Sunday, January 9, 2011 @ 11:12 PM
I spent the night with MEP friends; it was so great (: Andrew and Russell came back; Andrew's crazy and so's his hair haha. Russell's still the same and that's awesome. Not much in the mood. K is still talking to me real coldly and it hurts. Maybe it's just me reading too much into things. Or maybe it's not; maybe he's harbouring something against me. I don't know.
/ ►Saturday, January 8, 2011 @ 12:40 PM
O Level results are on Monday help! ): I'm so stupid. Right now I'm giving advice I myself should have heeded when I was studying, to my juniors. How dumb is that. I suppose that's why I'm feeling so horribly scared and nervous about my results. Ahh. Never mind there's nothing to be done about it. Everyone around me keeps telling me I'll do fine and there's nothing to worry about. I wonder what makes them so positive I'll do okay. Sometimes it irks me how 'carefree' they seem to be. But then again it's just them trying to comfort me and get rid of my stupid tension and worry.
Anyway. I've restarted piano and I'm going to do my LTCL this June, which entails a hell lot of practising for me. It's kinda hard for me to discipline myself to practise after so long. I haven't touched the piano since the end of September, although I did play a few times to ease my boredom occasionally. And I'm going to audition this October for one of the US colleges to do music.. I'll only get to do it if I pass. And even then I'll only go the following August or October so. I don't know if I can even be ready by then :/ I don't even think I'm prepared to travel anywhere by myself even if the country is an English speaking country. I'm scared; this year brings so many changes and so many new things.
K is ignoring me. K didn't seem happy to talk to me even via text and he's ignoring me today. Sigh. I don't know what happened.
Goodbye.
/ ►Sunday, January 2, 2011 @ 4:41 PM
It has been a really long time since I've blogged, no? Okay maybe not, 'cuz I forgot I blogged about the idiot who hacked my hotmail account.Munich was really really great I'd totally go back there if I could! Kay maybe not Munich but Germany (: And I wanna go back to Salzburg too!! I didn't get to go for anything there like the Sound of Music tour ): 'Cuz we took much much longer than expected/estimated to get there. Stupid snow confused my dad and made all of us annoyed. So in the end we only had a few hours of daylight left sobsob. It was really cold but I was so happy because it was the first time I actually saw it snowing, instead of just seeing snow on the ground whoo! Too bad we didn't go skiing or tobogganing or any of the likes of such things.
Dinner later bye!